Madeline Neo's Blog

Day 5

1. a little bit of cereal : Special K
2. three pieces of Oreo
3. two pieces of love letter
4. one piece of pineapple tart
5. one piece of chocolate crunch
6. one piece of honey hole
7. one piece of cashew nut cookie

to be updated………………………….

5 more days to go.

Day 4

1. a few pieces of cereal
2. three pieces of tofu (loklok)
3. half a slice of papaya
4. 3/4 apple
5. one packet of M n M’s!!!
6. a little salad
7. a little Portabella soup

average day…

=)

Day 3 -

1. one raisin wholewheat bun. (quite substantial)
2. few pieces of love letters
3. one plate of fried rice
4. one orange
5. three pieces of Oreo cookies

i think it is going well. but i dont think the weight is coming off easily. so more 7 days…

i got a feeling tsoi is going to win. hahaha.

but! i am going to persevere and hope i would be able to shed that three kg.

i will update this post with my food intake later.

anyway, i have great plans for the next few weeks. all i have to do is slim down. finish up the reports. then, ta dah! i am all set. plans include – launch the website, paint, read, model = work, vacation, cook and just chill.

now, i have to go back to online shopping. nap. then exercise. then continue with report writing. dread the last one by the way.

Day 2 -

1. one packet of biscuit, Munchy’s
2. One packet of chicken rice
3. one slice of papaya
4. one slice of watermelon
5. handful of special k cereal

i am actually watching a channel u show. did about half an hour of yoga, walked the dogs, bought some groceries. now, i need to start doing my report.

Ciao!

i am gonna change this into a food diary.

i have a bet with tsoi, if i do not lose 3kgs in 10 days, then i will treat him to a meal at thai express, whatever he wants to order. if i am successful, i dont get anything, its my new body i guess.

if i lose 3kgs, i am not even going to be thin, i am going to be how i used to look like, say… 2 months ago. now i just ballooned. so, the bet is officially on. deadline : 14 feb 2010. target: 3kg.

i should be doing my report now by the way.

so, as i was saying, food diary! i am going to write down what i had everyday, and it is going to help me keep track and serve as a form of motivation.

04/01/2010

1. one slice of papaya
2. one slice of watermelon
3. loklok – three pieces of tofu
4. a few pieces of cookies
5. potato wedges
6. drumlets
7. dessert at dessert bar (which was a little spicy, called the spicy chocolate)

that is it. i would think this is successful because i did 45 mins of yoga this evening (i was late)

so many strange things happened today.

i just dont have the time to write anymore. i can hardly see what i am typing because my eyes are closing. good night! to be continued….

after stepping on to the weighing machine, i have absolutely no interest whatsoever to do the damn report. all i can think of is the fats and how on earth did i get myself to this state! seriously! i almost cannot believe the number presented to my eyes. thus i am sitting here on the floor, bleeding inside trying to finish up with the damn report. i am so going to eat nothing tomorrow, then go for yoga and a run. maybe i need to eat something. my yoga instructor would be so shocked to find me in this state, i think i might just have to skip yoga and run for one hour instead. sounds like an excellent idea. i refuse to meet anyone in the horrible state. alright, it is a deal. now, all that is left to do is to type in a few more lines (actually a lot more lines) and head to bed, which is right beside me. by the way, did i mention that i now have a very white room. i initially wanted a black and white room, but phoof! white room formed. the reason why i am so calm and still typing is because i am listening to some good jazz music and freezing my butt off in this white room. need to get used to the sunshine-ness/positive vibes that this room is giving off.

enough of my rattling, to those who still bothers to read my blog and read me rant on and on for months talking about the diet i am going to embark on, THIS IS IT! i will lose that weight before Chinese New Year, i definitely would not want people to say “Oh! you look different, did you put on weight?” if anyone dares to mention anything about my weight, i swear i will strangle you. no, seriously. Headline: Girl strangles aunt over weight issues on CNY!

i am ending the post off with my gorgeous headline.

this is what i need to do :

1) lose some weight. 3 kg specifically.

2) have selective memory loss

3) get the blog shop up and running, also benefiting me because i need the clothes

4) get IT over and done with

5) finish up with fsrc

6) finish up with my painting

that is all for now. i am easily satisfied. till then, i need some drama free life, and for everyone around me. thank you.

love.

Madeline.

Happy New Year!

Hopefully 2010 will be a better year.

because i am barely scraping through.

i am gonna do some breathing techniques to help me sleep.

(will never go back to jean yip for a haircut ever again! bad service! boo!)

Good Night!

happy 2010!!! =)

Love and Peace

Rihanna – Cry

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

Chorus x3:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life

I am back people! Better than ever!

First of all, Merry Christmas, hope you had a great one!

I did, i had the best Christmas present ever, that is my driving license!

You have no idea how much effort i have put in. Now the problem is parking, i am absolutely bad at parking.

Christmas Eve was good, pleasant food and great presents. I received kick-ass bedsheets that feels like water =), perfume, and yoga mat. The bag that i ordered online came bouncing to me on that day too. Got myself a new watch that i have been dying to buy, to be honest, i could have spend that money in two seconds but i had to wait and torture myself for a watch. I find myself strange sometimes, most of the time.

If you don’t already know, i have left the white alley, no elaborating.

i was stalked again, by the same fucking bastard, went to the police for help. fucking insane guy, i won’t be surprised if he is reading this now. If you are, fuck off and get a life please, don’t carry on being stupid, you can’t be stupid your whole life, can you?

I haven’t been to yoga classes in a long time. Need to start going because all that stupid holiday weight has been catching up, more determined than ever to not leave my body.

What else? Right, i am doing FSRC now. Hmm, don’t know whether to like it or not there yet, but so far, i don’t really like the people there.

I am working hard to strike off everything that is on my to-do list and wish list. One of them is the Ipod Touch.

By the way, i have never been so mad at strangers before because of bad service. Seriously, it is the worst. RITZ APPLE STRUDEL, please boycott all their products. Insanely bad service. I was so pissed off by the lousy staff, and was unable to contact any manager, what kind of company doesn’t have a manager on duty on Christmas Eve? It is not even a holiday yet. She hang up on me more than two times. I am gonna call back on Monday and talk to the manager, i am so determined to get some kind of justice back, and make sure she gets some sort of “punishment”. Her name is ROSE by the way. Its not about the money, never was, it is about how they are so insulting that is infuriating. If nothing is solved, i will be sure to call them every single fucking day, pester them while filing a complaint to Small Claims Tribunal. Trust me, nothing is more important than seeing justice being served. =)

I spent two hours late last night deleting everything i should have deleted a long time ago. Hopefully, we will be better off separated. It is just not meant to be.

Alright, i am leaving, looking forward to whatever comes my way. Gonna dye my hair!

Did i mention that yesterday’s shopping was great? i loved everything that i bought there. great post Christmas/boxing day sales! Diva is having their $9 sale again. new look jeans are having a sale too, i saved $30 on the pair of jeans! they are really comfortable by the way. hurry there now!

Later!

p.s.: Happy Birthday cousin Xiu Ping! =)

finally i have the time to do some blogging.

i had 25 computers to myself just now. so i used 2 computers to watch The Hills. which i eventually only managed to watch 2 parts. oh well, i was alone in the room painting my nails anyway.

went to zouk for Halloween. here are the pictures… (facebook for more. )